Reflection in your writing experience

In my writing experience , in the Essay # 1 and Essay # 3 I had nice experience and the same time difficult for me, I learn new things from this experience , new words, and how to write, because I have never write anything , just a letter to a relative or a friend, but now is different and for complement in
English!. The different between the One and the Two is that the first one is write remembering everything that you experience before, like when you have a conversation with some body and you are relating something that happen to you and you lived before, this has to be chronologically said, is something nice and good experience for me and the same time a little sad, the Essay 2 is different because you are giving an opinion and statements that probably the orient who are you telling something  do not going to like, and this is the idea, to  raise controversy or open a discussion.